Saturday, March 19, 2011
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Whenever my bf goes back to Male' after coming here to me, he changes. changes as in when he's with me he's the sweet, loving, caring guy who adores me and loves spending time with me., but when he goes back, he changes back into a meanie rude person who only wishes to speak to me whenever he's free..well yeah i can hear duh's but still he used to be such a sweet guy,,
he went back day before yesterday and already he's mad at me.. its not even an actual reason to get mad but i told him that a friend of mine he dislikes (U) offered me a job last july which i turned down and didnt bother tell him, BEcause it was absolutely no big deal and there's no need to talk about it! come ON! and i deliberately didnt mention about it because he clearly told me that he didnt wish to hear anything about him..
oh why he hates U? its like this. U and i have been friends since 2005 and we were almost bestfriends. he comes to my place all the time and my mom and dad are fond of him as well.. he;'s a nice guy and polite and apart from this one month in 2007, we never had a thing for either. U is awesome but he's not my cup of tea.. he doesnt even know the meaning of the word LOVE~ NO he's not a hooker or some manwhore! nor is he immature.. he just doesnt know :/ doesnt get it!
and then, last year, he sent me lil papers torn with messages written on each of the torn bit. stuff like "miss you's" and 'you are beautiful' :/ ~ i know i know, not the type of things close buds send to each other! and i was a bit surprised tooo!! but I knew that he had no bad intention of doing that and thats his idea of being nice and sweet to his friends.. i remember him telling his guy friends he misses them and they look so good too~ and no he's not GAY >< anyway, noor saw these papers and he got furious.. with us! i know itd be hard to understand~ but he has got to for god's sake :S he still doesnt ttrust me or understand me which im tired to explain right now so ill talk about it later,,,
so my bf's mad at me because i mentioned U's name :S and he's still mad at me :/ why cant he forgive me the way i forgive him? i ignore all the girls names he mentions! i ignored when he said his 'certain' group of friends only wears black bras :S i ignore it when he goes to his girl classmates ROOMS to study with them... :/ am i being too forgiving? :/ i hate you you idiot~
he went back day before yesterday and already he's mad at me.. its not even an actual reason to get mad but i told him that a friend of mine he dislikes (U) offered me a job last july which i turned down and didnt bother tell him, BEcause it was absolutely no big deal and there's no need to talk about it! come ON! and i deliberately didnt mention about it because he clearly told me that he didnt wish to hear anything about him..
oh why he hates U? its like this. U and i have been friends since 2005 and we were almost bestfriends. he comes to my place all the time and my mom and dad are fond of him as well.. he;'s a nice guy and polite and apart from this one month in 2007, we never had a thing for either. U is awesome but he's not my cup of tea.. he doesnt even know the meaning of the word LOVE~ NO he's not a hooker or some manwhore! nor is he immature.. he just doesnt know :/ doesnt get it!
and then, last year, he sent me lil papers torn with messages written on each of the torn bit. stuff like "miss you's" and 'you are beautiful' :/ ~ i know i know, not the type of things close buds send to each other! and i was a bit surprised tooo!! but I knew that he had no bad intention of doing that and thats his idea of being nice and sweet to his friends.. i remember him telling his guy friends he misses them and they look so good too~ and no he's not GAY >< anyway, noor saw these papers and he got furious.. with us! i know itd be hard to understand~ but he has got to for god's sake :S he still doesnt ttrust me or understand me which im tired to explain right now so ill talk about it later,,,
so my bf's mad at me because i mentioned U's name :S and he's still mad at me :/ why cant he forgive me the way i forgive him? i ignore all the girls names he mentions! i ignored when he said his 'certain' group of friends only wears black bras :S i ignore it when he goes to his girl classmates ROOMS to study with them... :/ am i being too forgiving? :/ i hate you you idiot~
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Thursday, March 10, 2011
My grandfather got married. TONIGHT!
oh im still recovering from the shock! my father's FATHER remarried!!! i know, its alright for Americans, Europeans blah blah. but is it normal for a 70+ aged man to get married to a 60 something woman, WHO (FYI) had been married 14 times before! FOURTEEN times.
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Monday, March 7, 2011
ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
If i say my boyfriend is the most unfair person in the whole wide world, i won't be wrong. he's here on holiday again. and today when he came, i showed him the photos in my ipod. in them were two drawings i made for my ex boyfriend. i didnt keep them in my ipod because it was a memory. it actually isnt! i kept it because it was something i made! i drew! my work! and im proud of it, thank you very much! and i dont think im ready to give away my pride for anyone. am i wrong in doing it? if so, report me to the president! i wont mind.! ALSO, i showed these to him before and i thought he was impressed! >< yeah, so anyway, he saw these and he got mad~! i tried to explain but he wasnt ready to listen to me nor accept it. then i told him he has plenty of stuff from his ex-bloody-girlfriend still in his flat and ive been telling him since 2009 to get rid of them BUT his excuse is that he doesnt have time :/ he has time to sleep till 5 on weekends, he has time to laze around in the house playing games, going to coffees with friends, blah blah blah! but no time for that! why WONT i have the impression that he doesnt wanna throw it away? now what's worse? keeping stuff i drew and im proud of? or your exgf's love letters and etc's in your flat because you are too busy to throw them away and its going to be 2 years?
and i still havent heard from the MEGA people! ><
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