Whenever my bf goes back to Male' after coming here to me, he changes. changes as in when he's with me he's the sweet, loving, caring guy who adores me and loves spending time with me., but when he goes back, he changes back into a meanie rude person who only wishes to speak to me whenever he's free..well yeah i can hear duh's but still he used to be such a sweet guy,,

he went back day before yesterday and already he's mad at me.. its not even an actual reason to get mad but i told him that a friend of mine he dislikes (U) offered me a job last july which i turned down and didnt bother tell him, BEcause it was absolutely no big deal and there's no need to talk about it! come ON! and i deliberately didnt mention about it because he clearly told me that he didnt wish to hear anything about him..

oh why he hates U? its like this. U and i have been friends since 2005 and we were almost bestfriends. he comes to my place all the time and my mom and dad are fond of him as well.. he;'s a nice guy and polite and apart from this one month in 2007, we never had a thing for either. U is awesome but he's not my cup of tea.. he doesnt even know the meaning of the word LOVE~ NO he's not a hooker or some manwhore! nor is he immature.. he just doesnt know :/ doesnt get it!
and then, last year, he sent me lil papers torn with messages written on each of the torn bit. stuff like "miss you's" and 'you are beautiful' :/ ~ i know i know, not the type of things close buds send to each other! and i was a bit surprised tooo!! but I knew that he had no bad intention of doing that and thats his idea of being nice and sweet to his friends.. i remember him telling his guy friends he misses them and they look so good too~ and no he's not GAY >< anyway, noor saw these papers and he got furious.. with us! i know itd be hard to understand~ but he has got to for god's sake :S he still doesnt ttrust me or understand me which im tired to explain right now so ill talk about it later,,,

so my bf's mad at me because i mentioned U's name :S and he's still mad at me :/ why cant he forgive me the way i forgive him? i ignore all the girls names he mentions! i ignored when he said his 'certain' group of friends only wears black bras :S i ignore it when he goes to his girl classmates ROOMS to study with them... :/ am i being too forgiving? :/ i hate you you idiot~