WHY ME!

It's just not fair. Why am i blamed for everything in the world? Even today, tonight to be precise, my mom blamed me because I'm not helping my Lil brother study. Why should it be me? How can I do it when mom and Lil bro himself are ignoring it. He doesn't wanna study. He doesn't want me to touch his books. Mom is always glued to the TV and at times when she's not, wastes time by scolding at me! And then she goes on and on saying there's no use of me in this world since I can't do anything. Anything she says. I wake up at 0700 (before everyone at my place), make my own breakfast, make my bed and go to give tuition till ten. After that I stay at my granma's house to help my cousin finish her homework, babysit her baby brother and come back home at 12. I iron my Lil brother's uniform, make everyone's beds, wash the unwashed dishes and pots and pans and sweep the whole house. And THEN i rest for awhile, get online, surf the web, have fun with my boyfriend if he's in a good mood and later around 5, go back to granma's place to help my other cousin study. I come back home around 9. I feel so tired I don't feel like doing anything. On top of that my boyfriend gets moody at me for no reasons mostly! Sigh!

And right now, my mom is mad at me. My Lil brother should be the one who she's supposed to be mad at. Because he's the one not studying. Not me! I finished school. Why me then..